Ready for a new life

For years I have gone through periods of time where the desire to run away has been almost more than I can handle. I have often thought of just getting in the car and driving until the road ran out then starting over again. I don't exaclty know how I would do that but I'm smart, surely I can find a way. Years ago I shared this fantasy with a friend. She asked alot of questions, mostly about what I thought I was running from. I now know that the problems I will be running from will still be there when the road runs out. I can't run from myself. I am going to do everything possible to start my life over again. I really am ready for a do-over. Fingers crossed that it is possible.