Getting it straight

So I was reading through the posts I have put up the past week or so and I really sound like an ANGRY person. I like to think I'm not an angry person, but maybe I'm wrong. Reading this blog, I sure do seem that way. I don't want to be that person. I don't want to be bitter, but it seems like I'm heading that way. So I'm going to try and do better. I am super frustrated right now with the way alot of things are going in my life, and unfortunately I feel as if I have no control over much of it. I will admit to having control issues. I think I'm letting it get the best of me. The irrational urge to control everything is overpowering the rational thought process. I really need to get this under control.....can you believe I just said that. I need to control my need to control. Shesh, I'm a mess.